Wednesday, August 5, 2026
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Tuesday, August 4, 2026
Facing Mortality -- Finding Peace and Joy
- The Stripping Away of Distractions: Terminal diagnoses often act as a powerful clarion call, instantly burning away the trivial anxieties, career pressures, petty conflicts, and material pursuits that consume so much of daily life. With temporal clutter removed, what truly matters—relationships, faith, and presence—comes into sharp focus.
- Heightened Presence and Gratitude: Knowing that time is short transforms ordinary moments into sacred ones. Simple gifts, such as a morning breeze, a cup of coffee, or a quiet conversation with a loved one, are no longer taken for granted. This deepens the capacity for both gratitude and joy.
- Surrender and Deepened Faith: For many Christians, facing mortality forces an absolute reliance on God. The anxiety of trying to control the future gives way to a profound sense of surrender. This fosters the biblical "peace that passes understanding" (Philippians 4:7), as individuals lean entirely into their eternal hope and relationship with Christ.
- Living Authentically Unburdened: Unresolved bitterness, fears of what others think, and the pressure to perform often dissolve in the shadow of eternity. Liberated from the need to impress the world or secure earthly security, individuals are free to love deeply, forgive freely, and live with complete authenticity.
Do You Want to Know Him?
If you want to know Jesus personally, you can. It all begins when you repent and believe in Jesus. Do you know what God's Word, the Bible says?
“Jesus came into Galilee, preaching the gospel of God, and saying, ‘The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.’” (Mar 1:14b-15). He preached that we must repent and believe.
Please see my explanation of this in my post called "Do You Want to Know Jesus?"
Len Lacroix is the founder of Doulos Missions International. He was based in Eastern Europe for four years, making disciples, as well as helping leaders to be more effective at making disciples who multiply, developing leaders who multiply, with the ultimate goal of planting churches that multiply. His ministry is now based in the United States with the same goal of helping fulfill the Great Commission. www.dmiworld.org.
Thursday, June 4, 2026
Laurie Ditto's Vision of Hell
Podcast Introduction and Background
Welcome to the Kingdom Awakening Podcast. I'm your host, Jeff Simons, and I have with me Laurie Ditto, the director of My Father's Reputation. Laurie, welcome.
Hi, Jeff. Thanks for having me.
Well, thank you for joining us. One of the conversations that has come up quite a few times is that there's some strange theology going around about heaven and hell in the charismatic movements. Some believe either that there is no hell or that hell is just a place where God's love purifies people before they eventually make it to heaven. It’s essentially rebranded universalism. I’ve heard your story, so for those that haven't heard it, can you share a little bit of your background and experience with hell?
Laurie’s Spiritual Journey
Sure. I grew up Catholic, believing in Jesus, the Father, and the Holy Spirit. I understood repentance. I always wanted to serve God, and growing up, the only way for girls was to become a nun — so I thought I would. But then I met my husband, we got married and had children, never realizing that I wasn’t saved. A lot of people go to church and don’t realize they’re not saved.
You’re not saved until Jesus Christ is the Lord of your life — not Mary, not yourself. Jesus is the Son of God, and Christianity’s limits are that if Jesus is not God, you’re outside Christianity. I got saved in a vision. I was looking for God and went to an event where the Lord took me to heaven. I think I was so hard that only that could save me — to show me He was real. It transformed me completely. I was smoking three and a half packs a day, fighting depression, on lots of medication — and God saved me. Hallelujah.
I know that sounds strange, but when people talk about a born-again experience, I thought everyone went to heaven. That's why people could say they knew Jesus, because they had literally seen Him. I had seen Him. Once you’re saved, you don’t care that it sounds strange.
Experience of Seeing Heaven and then Hell
I got saved in 2000. In 2008, in a vision, Jesus took me to hell. I had been to heaven many times and understood a lot about it. Angels see the face of God all the time and know Him fully. They’re amazed that we choose God without the same information they have — they’re in awe of our faith and obedience.
God had been after me since He saved me to forgive others. I did not forgive anybody because I thought forgiveness meant that what they did was okay, or that they had to say sorry first. I wasn’t interested in forgiveness. But the Bible says you must forgive or you won’t be forgiven. I had been to heaven but refused to obey this simplest step: forgiveness.
On August 28, 2008, I was in worship, feeling lots of angels had come, thinking something remarkable would happen, maybe everyone would be taken to heaven in vision. Instead, the front of the room opened and I felt heat. That caused me to open my eyes to see huge gates — the gates of hell. The supernatural and natural merged, and I was forced to see the reality of hell’s gates.
A hand grabbed me and dragged me through the gates as they slammed shut. I was quickly taken to my cell — a teardrop-shaped cell — and placed horizontally inside. I looked up and saw Father God, who said, "You are in hell eternally for unforgiveness." Then He tore His robe diagonally across His heart, an expression of being finished with me. I felt overwhelming regret — I knew I had not obeyed Christ, and my time had run out.
The Torment in Hell
It was unbearably hot; my skin was melting like wax. I tried to place it back but it hurt. The heat and flames were all-consuming. I could see other cells with one person each, hanging suspended. I realized these people were there for various sins — sexual sins, cheating, homosexuality, bestiality — any sin refused to be obeyed by God.
My eyes broke apart, looking different directions causing trauma, and when I tried to breathe, I inhaled living fire that burned me inside and out. I screamed until the pain was overwhelming. I saw my own screams — my voice was the one driving me mad.
Inside my bones, yellow marrow turned black, indicating the death of ability to produce life. The water in my body disappeared, causing shriveling and a demonic shape, no longer reflecting the image of God.
I could see others, all terrifying and deformed. There was no comfort in proximity, cells isolated and unreachable. The bubbling pit I was suspended over stretched as far as I could see — it was terrifying. People closer to the bubble sinned graver sins.
The Root of the Pain: Bitterness and Hate
My good thoughts left; only bitterness, unforgiveness, vengeance, and hatred remained. The hate was always inside me, magnified in hell. The Bible says to hate what God hates — sin — but here, the hate was overwhelming and destructive.
Encounters with Demons and Physical Punishment
A demon with a hot rod hit the bottom of my feet, breaking the arches — symbolizing that the shoes of the gospel of peace could never fit me again. Flames burned me as I twisted and turned, breaking every bone of my body in excruciating pain that lasted a very long time.
Confrontation with Sins of Unkindness, Lack of Gentleness, and Impatience
First, sins of unkindness appeared — those done to me and that I had done. I realized these could be counted. Forgiveness of these would have kept me from this torment.
Then, uncountable times of being ungentle revealed themselves — equally painful.
Finally, impatience was the hardest to bear, especially given Jesus’ patience and longsuffering toward me. Yet my excuse was stubborn refusal to forgive, acting as judge.
Examples of Specific Sins
- When giving baths to my girls, I slapped their arms or legs to gain control despite their screams, ignoring their pain, which God counted highly due to authority given to me.
- Forcing my oldest daughter into a car seat despite her crying, spanking her repeatedly and not hearing her tears, a sin counted thrice.
Judgment by the Fruits of the Spirit
These sins conflicted with the fruits of the Spirit — kindness, gentleness, patience, etc. Failure to live by these results in judgment.
My imprisoned body resembled my earthly body at first, but as sins came in, I became deformed by them. God’s holiness is much higher than often understood, including sins we are unaware of (sins of omission).
Eternal Consequence and Shared Sin
I heard God say I was condemned eternally. In hell, you bear 100% of your sin and 100% of the sins of others in that place.
This shared burden enhances the torment, and is why no one wants even one more person to join.
Reflection on Scripture and Warning
Key Reasons Laurie Was in Hell
1. Unforgiveness
· Central cause of Laurie's condemnation was unforgiveness.
· Despite knowing she needed to forgive, she refused to do so because she equated forgiveness with condoning the actions of others or feeling that the offenders deserved to apologize first.
· God explicitly told her, “You are in hell eternally for unforgiveness,” confirming its eternal consequence.
2. Refusal to Obey God’s Command to Forgive
· Although a “favorite visitor of heaven,” she disobeyed the simplest command of faith: forgiveness.
· Forgiveness was not merely about freeing others but also a condition to be forgiven by God, as explained by biblical principles (Matthew 18).
3. Personal Sins Manifested in Hell
· Her own sins—unkindness, lack of gentleness, impatience—became evident in hell as painful realities.
· Sins were measured and returned to her:
· Times when others were unkind vs. times she was unkind to others.
· Times others were ungentle vs. times she was ungentle.
· Times others were impatient vs. her own impatience.
· Example sins included harshness towards her children (slapping during baths, ignoring their cries in the car seat), which counted multiple times against her.
4. Spiritual Deformation and Isolation
· Laurie’s physical form was altered into a demonic, deformed shape due to sin.
· Hell was described as a place of extreme heat, isolation (cells shaped like teardrops where one could not reach another), constant pain, and eternal punishment.
· This mirrored the internal state caused by unresolved sin and unforgiveness.
5. Rejection of Becoming Like Christ After Forgiveness
· Through the parable of the unforgiving servant (Matthew 18), she understood she had accepted forgiveness for herself but would not forgive others, thus refusing to "become like the benevolent king" (Christ).
Lessons Learned from the Hell Experience
1. Forgiving Others is Essential
· Forgiveness is not optional but a command necessary for salvation and freedom from divine judgment.
· Forgiveness means releasing bitterness and hatred, not approving sin—this was a key misunderstanding Laurie had to overcome.
2. God’s Holiness and Judgment are Absolute
· God’s standard of holiness includes sins of omission and commission, many of which Laurie had unknowingly ignored.
· Living with unforgiveness and disobedience, even as a Christian, leads to serious consequences.
3. Hell is a Real, Eternal Place of Torture
· The vision revealed hell as a literal place with continuous, living fire causing immense physical and emotional pain.
· There is no relief, no escape, and no companionship—only isolation and torment.
· The knowledge of sins and their consequences is fully clear, intensifying the suffering.
4. Sin Multiplies in Hell
· In hell, one bears not only personal sin but also the collective sin of others there, increasing the punishment.
· This exemplifies why no one wants "one more person" in hell due to shared consequences.
5. Experiencing Hell Motivated Laurie to Forgive and Repent
· After returning, Laurie dedicated 30 months to systematically forgiving those who wronged her and seeking forgiveness for her own sins.
· She created a process involving careful reflection, repentance, and restoration to rid herself of the sin’s power.
6. God's Love Includes Discipline
· Laurie understood that her being sent to hell was an act of divine love meant to awaken her to the gravity of sin and the necessity of obedience.
· “To whom much is given, much is required.” Her previous experiences of heaven and spiritual favor did not exempt her from judgment.
7. Necessity of Faith and Obedience to Christ
· Laurie emphasized that believing Jesus is God’s Son and obeying His commands is the only pathway to heaven.
Summary
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Why Laurie Was in Hell: Primarily because of unforgiveness,
compounded by refusal to obey God’s command to forgive, personal sins, and
rejection of spiritual transformation into Christlikeness after receiving
forgiveness.
· Lessons Learned: Forgiveness is indispensable, sin’s cost is eternal and painful, hell is a literal and horrific place, and God’s love may include severe discipline to redirect us toward obedience and salvation. Obedience and faith in Jesus are essential for avoiding such judgment.
This testimony underscores the importance of genuine forgiveness and spiritual obedience as foundational to Christian faith and salvation.
Author's note: If you enjoyed this post, I also encourage you to see Howard Pittman's Life After Death Testimony. Forty Days in Heaven and Hell, Eudoxia Varga Testimony of Heaven and Hell, Ezekiel Moses Testimony of Heaven and Hell, Sakhile's First Trip to Heaven, and The Judgment Seat of Christ. You may find more articles like this on the Home page of this blog, and you may find more of my blogs at Writing for the Master.
Do You Want to Know Him?
If you want to know Jesus personally, you can. It all begins when you repent and believe in Jesus. Do you know what God's Word, the Bible says?
“Jesus came into Galilee, preaching the gospel of God, and saying, ‘The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.’” (Mar 1:14b-15). He preached that we must repent and believe.
Please see my explanation of this in my post called "Do You Want to Know Jesus?"
Len Lacroix is the founder of Doulos Missions International. He was based in Eastern Europe for four years, making disciples, as well as helping leaders to be more effective at making disciples who multiply, developing leaders who multiply, with the ultimate goal of planting churches that multiply. His ministry is now based in the United States with the same goal of helping fulfill the Great Commission. www.dmiworld.org.
Thursday, April 16, 2026
Man Receives Sobering Life Review in Heaven
And this voice said to me, "The same as every man, you were put on the earth to take care of the earth." And come to find out later, Adam did tend the garden and keep it. Even before the fall, he had work to do. We as men are here to take care of the earth. It's one of our responsibilities as men. And that was very personal. He said, "You're not to strip mine the earth. You're not to pollute the earth. You're not to destroy your home." And I was being indicted because I was responsible. I was a litterer. I was one that didn't care about nature or environment at all. And this was a beautiful home that God had created for me to live and enjoy.And he said, "Secondly, you're here for the animals. They look up to you that you're the one with the spirit. You're the one with reason, with intelligence, with the strength to change things, the ability to protect them and take care of them and do [things] for them. They don't have that ability. And yet you destroy species after species. And I knew that I was responsible, partly responsible. I had hunted for sport. I had no concern for animals. I never showed any compassion for animals; I didn't have any compassion for animals or men.And he said, "Thirdly, and most importantly, you're here for each other.” And this is imperative: “I sent you to be part of the answer. You've just been part of the problem.” And I couldn't do anything with that because it was on my shoulders and I was just grieving over it.
[End of excerpt from video testimony].
Author's note: If you enjoyed this post, I also encourage you to see Howard Pittman's Life After Death Testimony. Forty Days in Heaven and Hell, Eudoxia Varga Testimony of Heaven and Hell, Ezekiel Moses Testimony of Heaven and Hell, Sakhile's First Trip to Heaven, and The Judgment Seat of Christ. You may find more articles like this on the Home page of this blog, and you may find more of my blogs at Writing for the Master.
Do You Want to Know Him?
If you want to know Jesus personally, you can. It all begins when you repent and believe in Jesus. Do you know what God's Word, the Bible says?
“Jesus came into Galilee, preaching the gospel of God, and saying, ‘The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.’” (Mar 1:14b-15). He preached that we must repent and believe.
Please see my explanation of this in my post called "Do You Want to Know Jesus?"
Len Lacroix is the founder of Doulos Missions International. He was based in Eastern Europe for four years, making disciples, as well as helping leaders to be more effective at making disciples who multiply, developing leaders who multiply, with the ultimate goal of planting churches that multiply. His ministry is now based in the United States with the same goal of helping fulfill the Great Commission. www.dmiworld.org.
Wednesday, April 15, 2026
British Pastor Raised from the Dead by His Wife
Authors Note: Return to reading Raising the Dead. If you enjoyed this post, I also encourage you to see Howard Pittman's Life After Death Testimony. Forty Days in Heaven and Hell, Eudoxia Varga Testimony of Heaven and Hell, Ezekiel Moses Testimony of Heaven and Hell, Sakhile's First Trip to Heaven, and The Judgment Seat of Christ. You may find more articles like this on the Home page of this blog, and you may find more of my blogs at Writing for the Master.
Do You Want to Know Him?
If you want to know Jesus personally, you can. It all begins when you repent and believe in Jesus. Do you know what God's Word, the Bible says?
“Jesus came into Galilee, preaching the gospel of God, and saying, ‘The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.’” (Mar 1:14b-15). He preached that we must repent and believe.
Please see my explanation of this in my post called "Do You Want to Know Jesus?"
Len Lacroix is the founder of Doulos Missions International. He was based in Eastern Europe for four years, making disciples, as well as helping leaders to be more effective at making disciples who multiply, developing leaders who multiply, with the ultimate goal of planting churches that multiply. His ministry is now based in the United States with the same goal of helping fulfill the Great Commission. www.dmiworld.org.
Friday, April 18, 2025
A Man Who Was Caught Up Into Paradise
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| Lystra Sacrifice Painting by Raphael, 1515 |
As he relates his experiences to Elwood Scott, you will feel as though you are right with him, seeing the many different scenes of the Celestial Kingdom, escorted by King David. You will wonder at the glory and immensity of what God has prepared for us.
Your heart will he stirred at the description of the Holy Convocation around the Throne as Jesus speaks an end-time message of preparation for His coming. Your mind and heart will be enlarged as you look into a world beyond the veil and knowing that it will be worth it all!” —The Publishers of Paradise, the Holy City and the Glory of the Throne by Rev. Elwood Scott.
The following is an excerpt in which Seneca Sodi recounted to Elwood Scott what happened during his visit to heaven when he spoke with the apostle Paul.
On the way I said to Paul, who sat by my side: "It does seem so good to be here with you, it seems indeed too good to be true. Fancy painted many fair pictures while we were in the world which were made to glow on the canvas of our imagination in reference to the future, but none ever equaled the reality."
"No," said Paul, "it was impossible for man to conceive of the glory while in the flesh. The Lord once gave me just a glimpse into paradise while yet in the world. The glory was beyond my power to describe."
I replied to Paul: "I have often wondered how it occurred, for we have a brief account in the divine word on earth which you left concerning it." (II Corinthians 12:2)
"Well," said he, "while at Lystra in Lyconia I was stoned and dragged out of the city for dead, but God raised me up, and I, with the brethren, went back to the city. (Acts 14:19) But that night I could not sleep, being restless and burdened with the word of the Lord. I arose and, all alone, went out of the city to pray. I ascended the side of old Karadogh, an extinct volcano. I seemed to be greatly helped, for an angel constantly held my hand. When some little distance up the mountain, one of the chariots of God, with a driver of light, appeared at my side. I was so enraptured by the presence and glory of God and both overawed and overcome by the royal chariot and driver that I hardly could tell whether I had died or was in a trance; but I soon found myself lying prostrate in the chariot and mounting far above the old mountain. We arose above the pillars of the skies. I soon heard the strains of music from the third heaven in the plains of paradise. They were singing some new songs, which as a mortal man, I had not power to repeat. I opened my eyes just for a moment, glanced at the crystal river and heard a loud voice proclaiming the mystery of the trees upon its banks. It was the closing words of a sermon uttered by Moses to a vast company of Jews, as I was told by the driver afterwards, giving them light upon these that they could not know while under the law and subject to an inferior experience, for you have already found that we have preaching here in heaven as we used to have on earth.
"Only an instant we remained and the chariot darted with the speed of sound toward the earth. In a few moments the old town of Lystra, lying at the foot of the mountain, with its streets and domes, shone out with their best appearance under the light of the full moon beaming upon them; but the people were fast asleep. I stepped from the chariot as the driver, with a pleasant wave of his hand, said, good-bye, and in an instant it was gone. On the top of Karadogh I continued my prayer and praise to God until near the break of day. I never could really tell while in my flesh whether I was loosened for the time being from my body or whether bodily I was taken to glory. Ever after this I had a longing to go back and forever remain; to depart and be with Christ. The words of the sermon and the strains of music could never be forgotten, but were an element of strength in my life during the many afflictions God permitted to come upon me."
Search for Mount Karadogh
| Volcanic Mount Karadagh, near Karaman, Turkey |
In my research, I found in Wikipedia that there is a Kara Dag (formerly often written Kara Dagh), which is a volcanic mountain, located a few miles north of Karaman, Turkey. Kara Dag or Qara Dag (Dag/DaÄŸ/Dagh, occasionally Daq or Tagh) is Turkic for "Black Mountain". It may be written as one word (Karadag), a hyphenated word (Kara-dag), or as two words (Kara Dag).
This volcanic mountain is located 62 miles south of Konya, which was known during classical antiquity and during the medieval period as Iconium in Latin, and Iκόνιον (Ikónion) in Greek.
Paul and Barnabas preached in Konya (Iconium). The Scripture says, “In Iconium they entered the synagogue of the Jews together, and spoke in such a manner that a large number of people believed, both of Jews and of Greeks.” (Act 14:1) But after they were persecuted there, they went to the cities of Lycaonia, Lystra and Derbe. “And when an attempt was made by both the Gentiles and the Jews with their rulers, to mistreat and to stone them, they became aware of it and fled to the cities of Lycaonia, Lystra and Derbe, and the surrounding region; and there they continued to preach the gospel.” (Act 14:5-7).
Then the Jews from Konya (Iconium) came south to Lycaonia to persecute Paul: “But Jews came from Antioch and Iconium, and having won over the crowds, they stoned Paul and dragged him out of the city, supposing him to be dead. But while the disciples stood around him, he got up and entered the city. The next day he went away with Barnabas to Derbe.” (Act 14:19-20).
It should be noted that where the Scripture says, “they stoned Paul and dragged him out of the city, supposing him to be dead. But while the disciples stood around him, he got up and entered the city,” this happened in Lystra in Lyconia. According to Wikipedia, Lystra is located 30 kilometres (19 mi) south of the city of Konya, Turkey. Although Lystra is the ancient name of the village where the apostle Paul visited, the present name is "Klistra," which is near Gökyurt, Turkey. There is a road from Konya (Iconium) known today as D696, which the Jews from Iconium would have used for part of their journey to persecute Paul in Lystra. Iconium is only 19 miles north of Lystra. It would probably take 6 to 8 hours to walk that far.
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| Klistra (Lystra), Turkey is marked by an "A"map pin |
In the Google map above, you can see Klistra (Lystra) at point A, located southwest of Konya (Iconium).According to Ancient Locations, Lystra is located at the following latitude and longitude: 37.66469499, 32.21062472. On the bottom right corner of the map is Karaman, just south of Karadagh, which is very obviously a volcanic mountain. When you zoom in on it, you can see that there is a big hole in the middle where it erupted at one time.
From the map, I could easily see that Karadagh is some 80 miles from Klistra (Lystra). That may seem like fairly close, when you consider that it could have been located any place in the world. However, I was sure that the apostle Paul did not walk 80 miles from Lystra during the night to climb this mountain. So I examined the terrain near Lystra, now known as Klistra.
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| Sattelite photo of apparent extinct volcanic mountain near Lystra, Turkey |
| Antique painting titled "Kara Dagh near Lystra" |
The caption beneath the painting reads: "This view of the mountain which forms so remarkable a feature in the scenery among which Timotheus passed his childhood, is due to the kindness of Rev. G. E. Weston, who crossed Lycaonia in 1845. It represents the appearance of the Kara Dagh as seen from the approach of Iconium." So this would have been the view that the Jews had of Kara Dagh, as they traveled down the road from Iconium to persecute Paul.
The painting proves that there is a mount Karadagh located near Lystra. It was painted in 1869, decades before Seneca Sodi's visit to heaven, in which Paul spoke to him about climbing Karadogh the night that he returned to Lystra after being stoned and dragged outside the city. Elwood Scott did not record Seneca Sodi's experience until the turn of the century, so the artist who painted this could not have known that this was the mountain Paul climbed. In fact, this mountain is never mentioned in Scripture.
This was a pretty amazing find for me. It seems to corroborate the story that the apostle Paul told to Seneca Sodi during his visit to heaven. This gives us further insight into what happened on that night when Paul was caught up into heaven. As he wrote to the Corinthians, "I know a man in Christ who fourteen years ago was caught up to the third heaven. Whether it was in the body or out of the body I do not know—God knows. And I know that this man—whether in the body or apart from the body I do not know, but God knows— was caught up to paradise and heard inexpressible things, things that no one is permitted to tell." (2 Cor 12:2-4).
If you have not read this account of Seneca Sodi's forty days in heaven, I encourage you to read it. You can find it at Insights of God where you can find both PDF and Word formats of the book at this link. Please prayerfully read the book, and use the Testimony Review Process adopted by this blog, as you decide for yourself whether this was a true testimony. For issues and concerns, each person must confirm with the Lord, whether something is valid or not.
I can assure you that the book will bless you with many other amazing stories like this one. Even in our day today there are people who, like Paul, are being caught up into heaven like brother Yong-Doo Kim, Angelica Zambrano, Oden Hetrick, Anna Rountree, and brother Daniel Ekechukwu. Heaven is real! Jesus has prepared it for those who love and obey Him. Please don't miss it for anything!
Attribution notice: Most Scripture taken from The Holy Bible, New International Version® NIV®, unless otherwise noted.
Author's note: If you enjoyed this post, you may find more articles like it on the Home page of this blog, and you may find more of my blogs at Writing for the Master. I also encourage you to read the online book by Elwood Scott about Seneca Sodi called Paradise, the Holy City and the Glory of the Throne.
Do You Want to Know Him?
If you want to know Jesus personally, you can. It all begins when you repent and believe in Jesus. Do you know what God's Word, the Bible says?
“Jesus came into Galilee, preaching the gospel of God, and saying, ‘The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.’” (Mar 1:14b-15). He preached that we must repent and believe.
Please see my explanation of this in my post called "Do You Want to Know Jesus?"
Len Lacroix is the founder of Doulos Missions International. He was based in Eastern Europe for four years, making disciples, as well as helping leaders to be more effective at making disciples who multiply, developing leaders who multiply, with the ultimate goal of planting churches that multiply. His ministry is now based in the United States with the same goal of helping fulfill the Great Commission. www.dmiworld.org.
Tuesday, April 1, 2025
Howard Pittman's Life After Death Testimony
I'd like to share a shocking testimony with you from a minister of the gospel who died from a massive internal hemorrhage and returned to life. Although he had repented of his sins and prayed to ask Jesus into his life prior to dying, he was not ready to meet the Lord.
Dedicated Pastor and Foster Father Unacceptable to the Lord
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| Brother Howard Pittman |
God have him a message in an audible voice. Instead of sweet and lovely, it was thunderous and had a tone of wrath. It knocked him on his face and sapped every bit of strength from him. The Lord said: “Your faith is dead. Your works are in vain. The life that you live and offer to me as a life of Christian service I rejected that as an abomination in the Pharisee. What made you think that I would take that from a Laodicean-type Christian? In fact, untold millions are living the same life that you lived, and they stand in danger of My everlasting wrath.”
A Laodicean Christian is lukewarm and serves God with his lips but not his heart. This is the hypocritical Christian.
Howard was shocked to hear this. He was sure God had him mixed up with someone else. He was a preacher and teacher. He had lived a life of service and devotion to God. But the Lord showed him that it was true.
Howard did not do his good works for the Lord. He did them for a false god. Howard called Jesus Lord every day, but Jesus told him, “You didn’t mean it.” Lord means ruler of life. Whoever you obey is your Lord.
Jesus identified his god: "The loveliest god you’ll ever know – SELF." Self ruled Howard’s life. He fell on his face. The scales fell from his eyes. He realized he was pleading for the wrong life. He was pleading for his earthly life instead of his eternal life. He says now nothing else matters but “My father and his will.”
I urge you to listen to his testimony (see here on Youtube). And don't miss Howard's book called Placebo, available for free at this link.
Although Howard Pittman has since passed on into glory, he had many years of fruitful preaching after his after-death experience. The Lord gave him a message of repentance, holiness, and the need to be ready for His soon return. He warned of the coming judgment that will shake everything that can be shaken. The Day of the Lord is at hand and we need to get ready people.
Attribution notice: Most Scripture taken from The Holy Bible, New International Version® NIV®, unless otherwise noted.
Author's note: This post is a follow up on the following articles I've written recently: The Fiery Sufferings of the Believer, Holy Fire Baptism, The Refiner's Fire, Avoid Becoming a Corrupted Christian, Garments of Godliness, Keeping Your Body Pure and Holy, Godly Attire and Adornment -- Seven Divine Revelations, Keeping Sundays Holy, The Cost of Discipleship, Salvation with Fear and Trembling. You may also visit the Main Directory for Eternal Destinations for more testimonies like this, or see my complete collection of blogs at Writing for the Master.
If you want to know Jesus personally, you can. It all begins when you repent and believe in Jesus. Do you know what God's Word, the Bible says?
“Jesus came into Galilee, preaching the gospel of God, and saying, ‘The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.’” (Mar 1:14b-15). He preached that we must repent and believe.
Please see my explanation of this in my post called "Do You Want to Know Jesus?"
Len Lacroix is the founder of Doulos Missions International. He was based in Eastern Europe for four years, making disciples, as well as helping leaders to be more effective at making disciples who multiply, developing leaders who multiply, with the ultimate goal of planting churches that multiply. His ministry is now based in the United States with the same goal of helping fulfill the Great Commission. www.dmiworld.org.


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